[(Don't you know it)]

Saturday, March 25, 2006

â 5:53 AM

have u ever reached a point in ur life when u just dont know where u r heading?it's like u r so confused of wat to do...so unsure if u r making the right decisions...sometimes u just wish u can change things...things about urself...things that u did but wished u didnt do?

u know how people always say that there's nothing about them that they would change...i wish i could be that person...there r so many things that i'm just not happy about...the state of my hair...my eyes( too droopy)...my tummy, my hips, my thighs and my butt...they're like super disgusting...

i wish i could be a nicer person...someone who was more thoughtful and caring...i wish i could shut my mouth sometimes...sometimes we say things b4 we think or we say things but we dont mean them...but i've come to realise that even if we dont mean them they do hurt...i try not to take things personally...try to think it as a joke...but i've come to realise it's that easy at all...